09-25-04/9:45 PM

hey assholes,
i've been at my brother's house for more than 24 hours now. to recover from the emotional stresses of life-right-now we ran up a massive tab of 40ozs n' nose drugs. with varrying degrees of running around the back alleys and playing with his new kitten. to recover from this we woke up at 3pm, ordered a lot of pizza, went and bought more better beer, n' watched movies requring less intellectual skill in order to make us feel like viable human beings.
suffice to say i really don't want to leave,
i am now a home wrecking sex offender.
(offense-er?)
torrid love affairs seem so much more exciting when the reprecussions are just a far-away electricity in the air, like lightning. but then you find yourself in the shallow end of an overly chlorinated pool ignorant to the angry clouds of karma or justice or idiot god gathering overhead, on one of those fucking killer whale inflatables with nothing but a bottle of rum in your hand and too-big neon sunglases like all those free pairs you got when you were little -
n' yer ass gets zapped.
yeah, life's so much better when you don't give a shit.
(i don't MEAN that)

suffice to say i am generally perplexed and overly fucked. becos of being overly fucked.