11-02-04/5:44 PM

so i've just been sleeping around ...

for hallowinner i dressed up like a rich cowboy electro-clash con a.k.a. tex mex millionare $$$ -
but truthfully, it wasn't really a costume, as was enforced by my smart-ass friends when they said: "where's your costume?" ha ha guys. good one.

i fell down at phil's, which is such a health risk considering the general sorry state of the floor, i was so elated that my nick-name before they knew me there was "track and field" that my balance just fucked right off. then i left phil's n' all the awkwardness i refused to acknowlegde, cut to the spur where i got all these free drinks thanks to co-workers who work there too, then birthday j.p. & i tried to climb some fire escape with barbed wire running the entirety of it, thus cut up my arms, then i karaoked the fresh prince theme song but without the music cos it was 3am n' karaoke was closed but nobody was leaving, then i came home n' had sex on my kitchen floor -
but not with homeboy who came to stay with me for the weekend (who was asleep in my bed),
what?
i don't wanna talk about it. i'm still trying to figure out how founded my morality is. in general.

tonight is tina's birthday party.
well, one of them.
she gets two becos i s'pose she's better than you.
ya-huh, that's right, i went there.